Time flies... Today, for Wishcasting Wednesday, Jamie asks us where do you wish to send some love ?
Love can have so many faces. The Love for our self, the Love for your family members (your parents, your kids...), the Love for your partner, the Love for your friends, the Love for your pet... and the Universal Love, Agape.
I wish to send love to my family. I love them so much... but being a mom is sometimes really really tough and I wish my daughters feel and know I love them way beyond what words can express, even if sometimes I'm mad had them because they don't listen and just do what they want.
I wish to send love to people who dislike me. Because I can't love everybody the same way, so I understand I can't please every single person in the world; I wish to send love to them too.
I wish to send love to people who think they are alone and that nobody loves them. Been there, done that. It's a feeling I wish to nobody, and we are all loved even when we don't feel like it.
And last but not least, I wish to send love to my Body as much as I surround my Soul with it. I am in discordance with my body for years, we struggle together. Even if I don't hate it anymore, it's still hard to face it as it is.
Bonus video: Sia performing her beautiful song "You Have Been Loved":
This week, Jamie prompts us about our Creativity. As always, it's the perfect timing for me as I am introspecting a lot about it lately.
I wish to dig into my Creativity.
I wish to let the juicy creative flow comes out of my Soul via my Hands.
I wish to inspire people with my artwork.
I wish it could speak to people's Soul, that they feel loved and listened to and understood, and that they realize that they are not alone.
I am still in awe about the reaction regarding my videos and the interview I wrote for Connie's 31st day of 30 Journals 30 Days project (that I deeply miss...). I can't believe all the love I am receiving, all the nice comments people write me here and there. I would never thought it would happen. Never.
My husband encourages me to go further and to sell my artwork. I have to figure out how to create prints (and where to buy the clear bags to put them in when I send them etc). I still wonder if people would actually buy to have something I made. I experience for years a huge fear of failure, yes.
Today, I hope you'll wish along with me because I'm nurturing a big project I can't wait to release but that first needs to be loved and to take shape before, and it is something really important to me...
This week, Jamie is asking us about what we wish to envision... Strangely, it's not as easy as it seems for me to formulate this one.
Lately, I started again working on Positive Affirmations. Everyday, I visualize, I declare, I feel, and I enjoy receiving what the Universe answers me with.
I wish to envision my life as an Artist, as the Healer I feel I am in a way I don't see yet, as a loving mom/spouse/friend/daughter.
I realize that making art (and trust me, art has a lot of gazillions of different faces) is what makes me happy, what keeps me sane in my daily life. So yes, it's frustrating for some reasons (dreaming of a space dedicated to creation, having to stop because of X reason etc.)
I wish to discover why I am here. Why I can't make concrete what I feel I have to do.
I wish to envision people happy and seeing how they can change their life thanks to one of my big project, because I feel it's important I build it and share it in the World, but regarding this, the Universe seems blind
But I hold up tight and don't give up. Nop.
Right at the good time for me, Jamie asks us what do you wish to focus on ?
This past week was full of breakthroughs for me. Hard and softer ones.
I belong to a wonderful BIG tribe. Connie, from DirtyFootprints-studio, has gathered us around her for becoming BIG and Fearless painters.
Today, I can say less shamely that I AM AN ARTIST. Not because I paint, but because we create everyday, even when we don't see it.
And I have great things to share with the World. But for this, I need to really become fearless, to trust myself, and to go ahead. If people are receptive and like it: good! If not, well, at least I would have tried
So I wish to focus on my Truth, and on sharing it with the World.
I need to focus on getting things done every.single.day.
Setting goals (big and small, long and short terms).
And not being distracted by my Gremlins that keep whispering me "people do better than you. why will they care about what you want them to see ? you're not BIG enough................"
Today, Jamie's asking us What do you wish for your relationships?
I was one of the several "students" attending Kelly Rae Roberts first ever online class called Flying Lessons.
It was a growing five-week experience that I didn't go through entirely now. It will take me some time to digest, and to apply all the informations learnt during this class.
But one thing I really realized during these weeks is the importance of the Tribe. Connecting with people having the same goals, the same dreams, even if it's not exactly 100% the same.
I wish for my relationships to be trustful, sincere and win-win.
I want to help people grow as much (or mooore) as they have a place in my own evolution. We are all here for a reason and nothing happens just by coincidence, the good and the bad; everything is there to help us go on on our path.
I wish to be surrounded by people who believe in me, in my dreams, who cheers me up when doubts feel my Soul. I want to be there for people who need what I know by experience. I wish to grow stronger friendships. But I don't want to be in the waiting of something regarding the relationships I have.
I just trust. And everything will fall into place when the time will be right for it.