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(Je traduis cet article, publi\u00e9 sur la version anglais de mon blog mardi dernier<\/em>). Il est 16h28. Mes Trollettes jouent bruyamment dans leur bain, Cheridoo est encore au travail, et mon beau-fr\u00e8re est rentr\u00e9 de ses aventures il y a peu. \u00c9tonnamment, les filles ont fait la sieste relativement longtemps aujourd’hui, et dans un sens tant mieux car je ne suis pas des plus agr\u00e9ables \u00e0 \u00eatre autour.<\/p>\n

Je ne reconnais pas la Nolwenn que j’\u00e9tais, et cela m’effraie. Cela me fait me d\u00e9tester.
\nJe savais que la fibromyalgie changerait ma vie, me changerait peut-\u00eatre moi. Un peu. Je ne sais pas si comment je me sens aujourd’hui y est li\u00e9. Je sais juste que je d\u00e9teste me sentir ainsi car cela ne me ressemble pas du tout.<\/p>\n

Probl\u00e8me li\u00e9 au lien que j’entretiens avec mon corps, qui me revient en pleine tronche alors que je ne m’y attendais pas. Pas maintenant.<\/p>\n

Je suis lunatique, parfois m\u00e9chante, je veux \u00eatre seule (habituellement, j’aime avoir mes proches autour de moi, l\u00e0 maintenant, pas trop).<\/p>\n

Je ne veux pas m’\u00e9pancher sur les d\u00e9tails, je ne suis tout simplement pas dans un tr\u00e8s bon \u00e9tat d’esprit, celui dans lequel je me trouve 99% du temps, je n’entends plus cette Voix Int\u00e9rieure me disant que tout va s’arranger, que je ne devrais pas tant m’inqui\u00e9ter, que je devrais par contre arr\u00eater tout de suite de me ha\u00efr si violemment pour ce que je suis (ou ne suis pas). Prier, supplier pour que l’On m’envoie des signes qui ne sont pas l\u00e0, ou que je ne vois simplement pas…<\/p>\n

Comme ma cr\u00e9ativit\u00e9 et mon quotidien sont li\u00e9s, j’avais juste besoin de cr\u00e9er pour faire bouger les choses \u00e0 l’int\u00e9rieur, esp\u00e8rant remuer le n\u00e9gatif.<\/p>\n

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Ce n’est pas termin\u00e9, je vous montrerai en entier lorsque ce sera le cas. Cela dit \u00abL\u00e0 o\u00f9 il n’y a pas de difficult\u00e9, il n’y a pas de force\/puissance\u00bb. En esp\u00e8rant que ces mots r\u00e9sonnent un peu en quelqu’un d’autre que moi qui en aurait besoin en ce moment…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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