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Arrrrgh technology sometimes pisses me off ! I had already finished writing this article and wordpress disconnected me without a backup. So… I write it again.

I love synchronicity like that… I thought a lot about letting go last night, so I smiled when I saw today subject of Wishcasting Wednesday 🙂

Now that I wishcast for a few weeks (it’s been a few months I think), I can affirm you that it is really powerful. And the support of others, who wish with you and cheer you up, is really helpful. I am so grateful for it.
You’re not obliged to blog about it, but I sincerely suggest you to follow Jamie and to wish every week, to introspect deep within yourself about what is true for you, what is your heart telling you, and to send it to the Universe. You can write about it, in your journal for example, in your blog if you want to share, you can paint, draw, sculpt… anything you want to help you manifest your wish.

Letting go is a concept I work on for years and years, really hard. I have the believe that we have to create a positive thought but the next step is to just let it go in the Universe, that do what’s necessary about it. If we let the string attached to our mind, it can be a way (often uncounsciously) to say “I’m not confident for it to happen”. So it won’t happen.

That is my truth, it may not be an universal one but it is what I experience all the time.

Letting go is really hard, in my opinion.

The first thing that comes in my mind is: I wish to let go all my doubts. I am confident about who I am and about what I have to give to the World.

Illustration by Bernard Werber

It is the week question.

I belong to this category of persons that starts a loooot of things at the same time, but who doesn’t finish the half of it.

I have some concentration problem, I am just unable to do just one thing at the time, my mind runs from one subject to another really easily. So I make list (I already told you I am a big list-maker, didn’t I ?)

As I told you recently, I started to walk on the Path of my Personal Legend. So in that way, I want to go along this road in order to reach my True Self.
Long, maybe difficult sometimes, some people will probably come accross my path in a significant way (positive as negative), some huge steps to cross, obstacles to go through… A lot of things will change, I can already feel it.

But complete my Personal Legend is THE thing I wish for today, even if it’s a work of many years.

The Full Moon enlightened the sky everywhere in the World this month. It was amazing to see how bright she was (in French, “Lune” is for “Moon” and it’s a feminine noun, and we know that the Moon is linked to Women ;)).

I made my WishBoard a little late but I believe that Moon powers are high from three days before to three days after she rises and become really Full and round.

I dedicate this cycle to the beginning of my concrete path toward my Personal Legend. I want it to become real, now I’m sure it’s the right way to choose.

I want the Universe to know that I am ready to give, and to receive as well. Indeed, I should say that I am ready to receive what the Universe has in store for me, in order to have in hand the keys to then give to the others.

I take the fact that the Moon was really shiny yesterday as a sign of Good Fortune.

October is also one of the month i’m waiting for all year long because it’s Samhain month: yeaaaah ! It means i’ll cook a delicious magical meal for my family, we’ll have fun, I’ll introspect about the year that is ending and the new beginnings. Sometimes it’s painful, but it’s always full of Hope. It’s the time I think of the Ones I lost, it will be easier now that they told me they are great where they are.

But unfortunately, it is the first time I struggle so hard in the process making of my WishBoard. I didn’t find any images to suite my will, but a lot of words.
For the next Full Moon, I’ll have to gather new free magazines, my stock is low now… And I don’t know where to find more images.

My WishBoard is not like I wanted it to be 🙁 It makes me kind of sad because this one was really important to me.

Yes I know I know, today is Friday. Not that I didn’t want to write it on time, I was just flowing in a lot of things last Wednesday 😉

This week, Jamie‘s wishing subject it about sharing…

A sight of my Future.

This week is a special week for me, it started with a consultation with the French medium Alice Kara, I needed some answers. It was breath-taking and I needed some time to digest everything.

For my birthday a few weeks ago, I bought the Osho Zen Tarot and the Tarot de Marseille, plus a new pendulum I fell in love with… I need to reconnect with a part of me intuition. And these will help me a lot to know myself and to learn an important thing I lack: trust.

Don’t be affraid to Succeed.

Wednesday night, I went to the movie. I won two tickets for a screening of The Invention Of Lying (movie that seems so much fun !). I arrived 40minutes in advance but there were no place left ! So I had to see something else, I chose Fame because I have a long love story with dance (which I practiced during 7 years, and I miss badly). Not exceptional, but enjoyable by the way. I remember one thing in particular, a sentence of one of the final songs: “Don’t be affraid to succeed“. I think it was THE message I needed right at this moment.

A few months ago, I already worked on my fear of success in my Creative Journal, but I guess the road is long until this fear belongs to my past. It’s always easier to say (to feel) “I fail” (and so, to complain about) than “I succeed”.

So, what do I wish to share ?

Today, I have a pretty clear vision of my Personal Legend, aka “What I am on Earth for in this current Lifetime”. I made a mind-map to clear and brainstorm all the possibilities I can have to achieve my goal. I added a few positive affirmations on the sheet.

I want to share with the World the confidence that we are all here for a purpose, now matter the road we are on, the paths we took: we can achieve what we want, positively, and above all we can be fulfilled. Yes, it is possible, it’s not a blurry dream. I am here to help people to see that and to help them on their way.

It’s just the beginning for me, so I’ll come back in a few years and you’ll see 😉

BONUX video: HOLD YOUR DREAMS.

You can do what you want but listen (there is no images really). I hope it will speak to you as it spoke to me (I confess, it gave me chills and my eyes got wet, ssssssh don’t tell anyone).

Do you know what I like about the fact of having a lot of tv channels ? It can be really surprising when you zap without knowing what to watch… that is what happened tonight.

It’s my birthday and we had a tough day because our two daughters were A LOT excited in the “bad” way… so when they were finally asleep, even if it was only 8:45pm, we didn’t want to watch a DVD (fearing to fall alseep during it) so we started zapping… and discovered that a channel was about to air a movie about Spelling Bee.

The little story is that around a month ago, I conviced Cheridoo to watch a movie on that subject but we didn’t get into it (the title is “The Bee season”, with a French actress I appreciate and Richard Gere), we stopped it before the end. Oops.
I wish France (where we are from) schools would run this kind of contest, but it simply does not exist.

This movie is called Akeelah and the Bee, it’s produced by Laurence Fishburne (who will always be my Morpheus ;)), he plays one of the main characters.

It’s the story of Akeelah Anderson, 11 years old, who live in Los Angeles with her mother and brothers/sisters. Her dad died when she was 6. She attends a school where kids are majorly Black people, she is a smart girl and she is really good at spelling and scrabble… Her teacher recommends her to sign up for the school spelling contest, which she wins easily; that is where she mets Dr Larabee who will become her coach. But it is not that easy. She’ll have to face a lot of thing but above all, her own fears.

At the beginning of her coaching, Dr Larabee asks her to read loudly a quotation (in the film, it’s said that it is from Nelson Mandela but in reality it is from Marianne Williamson) that I printed and will pin somewhere I can always see it when I doubt. I want to share it with you:

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, ‘Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?’ Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It is not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

Because most of the time, we forget that we are all meant to shine, that we are made of light despite the darkness we encounter in our life.

YOU ARE MEANT TO SHINE, and so AM I.