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Wednesdayyyyyy, so we wishcast to the Universe, following Jamie‘s prompt.

This week, we go forward !

What step do you wish to take ?

I wish to take a step toward this huge project I have in mind and I want to give birth to. It’s something personal but the purpose is to help people, I hope it will indeed.

I have the bad tendancy to be frozen by Fear. I find 1001 excuses to avoid beginning it, and then I feel sooooo guilty.

Write to exorcise, Write to tell my Story, Paint and Draw to make Ugliness Beautiful…

While I am writing all this, I have Natasha Bedingfield’s song “Unwritten” that is flowing in my mind…

Small bonus video:

This week, Jamie invites us to think of what we wish to embrace.

It’s really strange because when I saw this week’s subject, I was absolutely certain I already talked about it… so I looked at my archives and no, it’s the first time. So I don’t know why it rings a bell in my head…

I’m sorry to be late. Again. I promise next week I’ll try to be right on time and post on Wednesday 🙂

By the way… it’s a good question !

I wish to embrace my own Divinity. It may sound presomptuous but I don’t think it is, in reality. We all have a God(dess) that lies within us and just wait to be gently woken up.

And I found my Inner Goddess, I’m at the dawn of knowing her but I really enjoy it and I am amazed.

Embrace your own Inner God(dess), feel how gorgeous it is. Be yourself, trust yourself, listen to this tiny little voice that tells you how beautiful you are, as you are right now. You can reach any goal, yes, YOU can.

This picture I took this month (November 2009) and when I saw it on the computer I was kind of chocked. Because something changed in my face. I can’t really tell you what is is, it’s somewhere in my eyes and on my mouth. While my life is shifting because of what I discover, learn, experience, enjoy, I change too.

Hello Hello !

It’s Friday, so it’s nearly the week-end: yipaaaa !

How was your week ? I hope it was awsomely beautiful.

Thank you for stopping by, and thanks to all the people that take time to review their week and share their thankfullness with me, with us.

A small reminder on the Gratitude Friday principle: here.

This week, I am grateful for..:

❋ The people who are able to recognize my Husband awsomeness and want him to work with them. It may be finally his Dream Job and I am thankful that it’s finally happening, even if it takes longer than planned.

❋ The long discussion I had with my Cocotte (one of my Soul-Sister) via MSN. I have not talk to her for a long time, what seems to be a long time. So it’s good to catch-up and it was as if she was close to me.

❋ Having Alice in my life. In a few years, I will be the one to tell “I was the first she did a webcam reading with” lol. You betta watch her 😉

❋ My loving Husband, that show me how much he loves me, everyday. I feel so wonderful in his eyes.

❋ The kindness of the women that take care of my Trollettes.

❋ The job I was recommended for, even if it’s 8 hours a week, it can pay my art classes at Emily Carr. I hope I take the good decision, I am not sure of it yet.

❋ The advices I am given regarding a BIIIIIIIG project I have in mind.

❋ My friend Elodie will look after my daughters tomorrow, so Cheridoo and I will go to the movie to watch New Moon (Twilight sequel).

❋ The fact that I am beginning of accepting myself for who I truly am, and it feels really good.

This Month, I try to create a little something everyday, following Leah’s idea. It’s a good month, in my opinion, with Christmas on the corner, to do something everyday. It allows me to keep the flow going and I realize that because I create something nearly everyday, inspiration comes more easily.

I don’t put pressure on me, and it also helps a lot ! Just have fun. It’s my new leitmotiv 😉

I bought some new amazing books past week-end… and decided I should list all the books I have started to read but did not finish, and those I have but didn’t read yet.

I didn’t want a basic list but I didn’t want to wait for paint to dry either.

So I used my Neocolor II (what would I be without it ?!) for the background, and four different watercolour inks.

I really love blowing this ink to make some awsome designs. They blend with each others and create new colors. WoWWWW.

And then, I just listed the books I want to read 🙂 I am pretty sure I forgot some but it’s not important because I can add it later.

Do you often think of what you did wrong in the Past ? And “what if” it ?
I used to do it. a. lot. Really.
Imagining what my life could be if I went in this direction instead of this one, if I continued to study psychology and pass the final exam after years and years at the University, what if… what if…
And when I was not revisiting my Past, I had the tendency to project myself in the Future. What will it be like ? Will I be happy ? What will I do for a living ? and so many questions that blocked me.

Today, I have the detachment necessary to fully appreciate the NOW.

I am not fond of all the Carpe Diem thing because I think people tend to use it carelessly and do reckless things just “in case I die tomorrow”. It’s not the meaning I want for Carpe Diem.

The Alchemy of Manifestation Workshop I attended reminded me of this aspect of my life I want to follow: love the Now, no matter what was the Past and be confident regarding the Future.
And being grateful is directly linked with it, in my opinion. Because when I am thankful, I am fully and totally apreciating the NOW moment of my everyday life.
Try 😉