What I want

My husband and my older daughter are both very indecisive person. It can be quite annoying when they are unable to make a decision about simple things. 
On the contrary, I am one who usually knows pretty well what I want, and my main is issue is finding the ways to get there *frustration is here again*.

As I type those words I am listening to Tam (aka Willowing) and Claudine Helmuth, they did an interview for Life Book. And it helps me to redefine what I want. Claudine suggests to start by making a list of what you love, and the reason(s) why. But for today, I really need to make a clear list of what I want, and doing it here for your eyes will help me feel accountable.

On this day,

• I want to Cultivate the Happy (if you’re interested, I’ll write a more detailed blogpost about what this means to me).
• I want surround myself with Joy.
• I want touch people with my art and its messages.
• I want record, write and put my first online class, Soul Songs, together so it is available at the beginning of Spring this year.
• I want sell more original paintings than prints of it.
• I want to tell my stories. In any way that comes to me.
• I want to spend more quality time with my girls.
• I want to get this forearm tattoo designed and inked so badly.
• I want to instore date nights in our schedule, so we can spend time as a couple, not just parents.
• I want to create create create. To expand the area of what I think I can do.
• I want to live in the Light.
• I want to learn again the power of gemstones. of plants. and use them.
• I want to be part of a Design Team for a brand I love, and showcase what I do with their products.
• I want to have the funds for signing up to Athena’s (aka The Sage Goddess) Pentacle membership.
• I want to send a package to Somerset Studio in hope to be published.
• I want to find my way back into loving my body for what it is (lost 10kgs/22lbs) in the past year, but still have 7kg/15 lbs more to go).
• I want to see Mindy Lacefield, Danielle Daniel and Lynda to hug them and spend time with them. And Valeri. And not forgetting my oversea friend Micki Wilde *I’ll come to you, my Hermit friend*
• I want to keep doing my Project Life album. To document what are everyday life looks like, the good and the bad. I want to do an album just about me, too. So my kids will know who I am/was.
• I want to surround myself with positivity, even if the Darkness that inhabits me sometimes has its use, too.
• I want to plan our trip back to France next year to celebrate milestones.
• I want purple hair. Maybe do some braids again.
• I want to learn the ukulele and keyboard.
• I want to be Happy.

(me this morning, wearing my Sunflower hat from Plants vs Zombie, under the snow)