This week question is very hard, I don’t have answers as I am writing this. But I hope that by writing, it will come, as by magic !
I always try not to look back too much at my past. I acknowledge it, I know it’s there but I prefer to focus on today and tomorrow because the past can’t be changed.
It’s funny to say this as my book project is about the past and so I have to think of it quite often. Sometimes it is fun, sometimes it brings tears and nervousness. I can’t modify it, so I have to cope with it and accept that my past makes who I am and that today will be tomorrow’s past: I can create it as I want it to be ! Never forget that.
So… saying that, I wish to make a fresh start in the relation I share with my Self. Not only my body, but with my psyche too.
Because my worst ennemy is simply me. Or at least, it used to be like that. I want to make a fresh start in this relationship. I am not a bad person, sometimes I make choices people do not understand, sometimes I am a little harsh, but I am also loving and compassionate. I help whenever it’s asked and in the measure of my possibilities.
I wish I could turn back time and change some choices I made that are still affecting my body today (don’t worry: I’d keep my baby girls LOL).
It’s a hard wish today, really.
I had a hard time with this wish too…but it seems the place you came is so very heart felt.
As Nolwenn wishes for herself, I wish for her as well.
as Nolwenn wishes for herself, i wish for her also.
Nolwenn..our journeys are not easy ones, that is for sure. It is so hard not to live with the “would’ve, should’ve, could’ve”..I struggle with this alot. But, every time I try to imagine the changes I would’ve made, they always end up impacting and changing something I would not want to give up. I had a disastrous first marriage and wish at times, I never met the man..but, then I would not have my daughters. So, I think in the end..we will know and have peace that all is as is should be and every thing we wanted to change was a pivotal piece of a puzzle that needed that very piece to be whole. As Nolwenn wishes for herself, so I wish for her also….be blessed.
As you wish for yourself, I wish for you also. Even the act of contemplating this wish, is a huge step toward a healthy fresh start with yourself. Be gentle with your self!
{Big hugs!} As Nolwenn wishes for herself, so I wish for her as well.
As Nolwenn wishes for herself, so I wish for her also. I can really relate to what you are saying here, may we both be at peace with the past so we can live best now. It was fun chatting with you over at Connie’s Art Journal Love.
As you wish, I also wish for you.
Best of luck.
As Nolwenn wishes for herself, so I wish for her also.