If you follow me on Twitter, you have noticed that I was close to throw my computer away yesterday… and nearly reached a state of nervous breakdown because of my video not uploading on YouTube. After 4 failed attempt and nealry 24 hours lost, I uploaded it on Vimeo (I don’t give up on YouTube but now it can wait) !
As you may know, my World lately turn around a few things, and the BIG eclass is one of them. We are at the end of the second weak together and I already feel like I belong with them. It’s something I realize I was unconsciously seeking.
Yes, you may think that I am totally obsessed with this class but Connie was right when she told me “I feel it’s what you need and it will change you” (not exactly with these words but the essence is there); and YES I am obsessed. I dream BIG, I wake up thinking on the next step, I feel BIGger and accept it easily.
Being BIG is not only about painting BIG. It is about (for me) accepting that you can do whatever your heart is calling, you can be whoever you wanna be. You deserve it. You are enough. You are worthy. You are beautiful the way you are.
So I wanted to really become fearless. I am a young woman that let fears guide her too many time. I take control now but I still feel overwhelmed by these doubts and fears and “what if…”.
I was willing to film videos of me making my Art Journal, Painting etc for something like a year, but the fear always kept me from it (“your voice is awful” “how would you do as people read your blog in French and others read you in English” “you are fat and ugly and not pleasant to watch”……).
I went through that and just set my camera so you don’t see my face and that’s it. After all, it’s what most of art journalers do on their videos. Mine is simple: it was the first one EVER. But I really really enjoyed the process, and the editing with my husband who helped me a lot. I want to do more 😉
So… here it is. I am going BIG and FEARLESS:
Here is what it looks like:
PS: I finally succeeded in uploading it on YouTube, in the power of letting go I trust 😉
ROCK ON Brave Soul!!! 🙂 That is *beyond* the way to reach for your truths woman 🙂 How awesome???? Congrats 🙂 Here’s to being Fierce and Fearless 😉
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I forgot to say – I totally Love your piece 🙂 and watching your method is truly inspiring♥
YAY! You are BIG, FEARLESS AND FIERCE!
Great video-I could use your hubbie’s help too!
This is beautiful Nolwen – adored watching you work and am loving getting FEARLESS and BIG beside you!!
blessings,
Kelley
Very Cool! Loved watching your process.
I love it! The painting and the video are both great. You definitely seemed fearless here – painting with confidence and flow. I love that bird you added! 🙂
I am so proud of you! One of our FEARLESS warriors. Can’t get this smile off my face now! :-)))))
Yay Nolwenn! Even the process of watching you is amazing…I am so so so proud!
You flow and you shift and you are FEARLESS… you let us see you create beauty before our eyes – this is what you are CAPABLE of – BEAUTY!!!
Such a beautiful painting! It was fun to watch you paint it. Great work at “going big”. 🙂 Can’t wait to see the next one!
Great vid!! I can’t wait to see more from you now 😉 I hope Connie does the BIG class again.
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Stunning! I am so glad this was brought up on the chat group … you need to post it over on our NING group so others will be sure to see it!
I am reminded of zentangles … such a meditative, soothing experience to watch you paint this. So, SO proud to be part of your tribe!
xo Lis
Je ne trouvais plus tes articles en français, mais ça ne m’empêche pas de les dévorer en anglais et de t’écrire un commentaire… Cette vidéo est géniale, et ce que tu fais est génial aussi. Bravo, et j’espère que tu vas continuer sur cette route, parce que ça se ressent d’une certaine façon : tu sembles t’épanouir.
Vivement les prochaines vidéos, j’adore ton idée, et j’adore ce que tu as réalisé!
Merci infiniment !
Le blog en français est ici: https://inner-voices.net/fr Les deux blogs seront les mêmes mais il se peut que certains articles soient sur l’un sans être sur l’autre parfois.
a bientôt et encore merci.
Hi Nolwenn. I loved your video. It is so good. The finished piece is really gorgeous also. I love the bird. Vous êtes grand et courageux.
You are so inspiring by overcoming your fear and leaping into the challenge!
Thank you!
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I love that painting!
and even if I haven’t read you for a long time, from the little I have the pleasure to know you, yes you’ve been a long way! a good way!