It seems like an eternity since my last participation to Jamie’s Wishcasting Wednesday… booohooo !
But this week prompt speaks to me, so I jump right into it !
I won’t be original but I deeply need and feel like it’s right now the time for me to nurture my Body, as in result it will also nurture my Soul. So I wish to nurture this body I chose before birth, to love it, to honour it.
Because as they say “your body is your temple“. I use to think “bla, it’s what people say because they don’t know how hard it is to be in a body that absolutely do not reflect who you are inside“.
It’s so painful that it nearly breaks me into tears as I write you this stuff because I live a kind of not-so-peaceful war with my body for at least 8 years now. And I’m not even 25 years old.
I try to find keys to unlock why I look like what I do but… it does not change anything in the long term. Food is a problem, but I am certain that not only because even when I eat healthy food, modify what is wrong, I don’t feel better for more than a few days.
BUT I know how lucky I am to have an husband that still loves me, no matter the changes my body knows (after two pregnancies, and a lot of yo-yo-ing in my weight), that still desires me (I don’t understand why) etc. And it makes me feel a little bit better.
So one step at a time, I wish to nurture my body, to feed it really well, to exercise it, to lose weight so I’ll fall in love with it all over again…